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Anonymous asked: Is the relationship with him worth it if you can't even trust him & know he is going to cheat again? When we first started talking you said you & him had broke things off.. Oh, why would he leave you?:\ wow, the army seems cool, but does that mean you will be breaking up then? Hmm, seems weird that he would talk to someone who he didn't like. But boys are confusing I suppose. Thank you, this really means a lot to me! I just don't want to lose my boyfriend ): and I need a friend.


Answer:

I trust him…it’s a roller coaster relationship. Sometimes it’s dead and sometimes it’s the best thing in my life. Yeah, because we barely ever stay together… He leaves me for stupid excuses like he needs time or he doesn’t know what he wants.
Because he thinks the army will be good for him… And yeah… We won’t be together and probably never will again.
I know how you feel honey :/

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Anonymous asked: But you said you were able to make it work so maybe I could to if he is. I'm seeing him in a few days so I may bring it up. Cheating in my opinion doesn't just happen, it's a choice right? You guys are together right now? Oh, why is he leaving?:\ sorry. He hates the girl he had sex with or the one he kissed? Do you believe him? Sorry, I don't mean to sound pushy. I'm just scared & I feel like if he is cheating then maybe you can relate to me and help me through it.?


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Yeah but it’s not a smart decision. It was hard… And it put me through hell because I didn’t even let myself think about it. He still can’t commit to me, and I just expect him to go running when something happens…
It’s a choice…. Yes.
Yeah we are, kinda. We will be publicly in a week I think if he doesn’t leave me. He’s going into the army :/
It’s alright… Just sucks.
He doesn’t like either of them… Yeah I do, but he still talks to one of them…
No you’re fine, of course sweetie (:

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Anonymous asked: But if he is cheating on me how could I ever trust him again? Or if I accuse him and he isn't then I will look like bad. Things will never be the same. Woah he had no right to do that, i'm sorry. Does he still want to be with you? How could you ever trust that he wouldn't cheat with her again?


Answer:

It’s best to just let him go if he’s cheating. It’s really difficult to stay with them…I don’t advise it at all. Just tell him you were afraid and you didn’t think he was…
Yeah… But it happened. Yeah we stayed together..he’s leaving soon though, and I can’t stay with him then…
Honestly, I don’t trust he won’t cheat again, no matter what he’s said. I love him though… And he says that he hates this girl, so I try to just ignore it because she’s not a part of his life… And I am.

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I literally felt like I did not have a choice.

Robin Williams says reblog, you reblog. 

…okay.

did i even really have a choice?

okay robin williams
i hesitated for a second and then considered the repercussions

just gonna reblog…

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bye hommie :C


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sexual-pleasuress:

yungneako:

unimportant:

ninjagreen99:

ograes:

whovian-hetalian:

clarkkftw:

teamaequitas:

0hmykaty:

wearealljustrunaways:

savisintheclouds:

I literally felt like I did not have a choice.

Robin Williams says reblog, you reblog. 

…okay.

did i even really have a choice?

okay robin williams

i hesitated for a second and then considered the repercussions

just gonna reblog…

okk

already 400,00 notes

Sad

bye hommie :C

I don’t even care if this doesn’t fit my blog he is a legend and WILL be missed.

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