Insecurities can slowly kill you..I'll keep this smile on my face..I can't remember what its like to be happy...I have fluctuating moods.TRIGGER WARNING..this is the real me...Now I'm truly on my own..I'm dead inside.. I never realized you'd kill me more than you'd ever save me.
I feel chained and I just want to escape.
Just everything… The depression that I could swipe away thinking that I could control my emotions…
If someone cheats on you they do not love you, remember that. If someone cheats on you they do not care about you as much as they say they do. If someone cheats on you it means that for a split second you were off their mind long enough for them to put another person in arms that should only be for you. If someone cheats on you, dear god, I hope you don’t go back to them because you are worth so much more than that.
I was happy while I was away, and now that I’m home… I can’t shove the pain away.