Insecurities can slowly kill you..I'll keep this smile on my face..I can't remember what its like to be happy...I have fluctuating moods.TRIGGER WARNING..this is the real me...Now I'm truly on my own..I'm dead inside.. I never realized you'd kill me more than you'd ever save me.
I trust him…it’s a roller coaster relationship. Sometimes it’s dead and sometimes it’s the best thing in my life. Yeah, because we barely ever stay together… He leaves me for stupid excuses like he needs time or he doesn’t know what he wants.
Because he thinks the army will be good for him… And yeah… We won’t be together and probably never will again.
I know how you feel honey :/
Yeah but it’s not a smart decision. It was hard… And it put me through hell because I didn’t even let myself think about it. He still can’t commit to me, and I just expect him to go running when something happens…
It’s a choice…. Yes.
Yeah we are, kinda. We will be publicly in a week I think if he doesn’t leave me. He’s going into the army :/
It’s alright… Just sucks.
He doesn’t like either of them… Yeah I do, but he still talks to one of them…
No you’re fine, of course sweetie (:
It’s best to just let him go if he’s cheating. It’s really difficult to stay with them…I don’t advise it at all. Just tell him you were afraid and you didn’t think he was…
Yeah… But it happened. Yeah we stayed together..he’s leaving soon though, and I can’t stay with him then…
Honestly, I don’t trust he won’t cheat again, no matter what he’s said. I love him though… And he says that he hates this girl, so I try to just ignore it because she’s not a part of his life… And I am.
I literally felt like I did not have a choice.
Robin Williams says reblog, you reblog.
did i even really have a choice?
okay robin williams
i hesitated for a second and then considered the repercussions
just gonna reblog…
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bye hommie :C
I don’t even care if this doesn’t fit my blog he is a legend and WILL be missed.